I Feared Waking Up.
i felt like i was dreaming.
Never did i imagine being apart from him.
Better to break up than to wake up.
Bandaids on a Heart Torn Out of My Chest – An Outfit Representing Romantic Insecurities and Healing
Poem written on November 27, 2022. Outfit worn on January 11, 2023.Disclaimer: The following poem as a whole does not represent my current relationships or their quality. It simply reflects my fears. Polyamory has been a wonderful, though challenging, adventure full...
“It Isn’t Love If It’s Selfish” – An Outfit Representing Lost Love and Vulnerability
For so long, i’ve told myself: “It isn’t love if it’s selfish”.
There’s still nothing in me that has stopped believing that’s true.
Desire paired with selfishness is only possessiveness and in action, it’s only consumption.
It’s cruel and it enslaves. It suffocates. It disregards the needs, wants, and desires of another. It inflicts pain to all involved.
But what makes something selfish, anyway?
I’m not sure i actually know….. Is everything i want automatically selfish in my mind?… everything i think i can’t have?
Long Question – An Outfit Representing the Painful Beauty of Heartache
Have you ever felt heartache so strong, so beautiful, so wonderfully painful;
…one that makes you sigh with relief, contemplating that you’ve lived and loved to the fullest you could possibly imagine…?
your post is open and talks about important stuff but I am totally distracted by this outfit of yours. it’s awesome! it sings and dances and it is perfect to me
Oh my gosh, thank you so much!! ?? That means a lot to me…
oh wow! This is so authentic, i love it!!! You are amazing and beautiful and most importantly resilient.
Thank you so much!! ?? It’s definitely been a journey…
God gives a new start every day. It will be ok and you got this
Thank you ??
These are such gorgeous photos. I am glad you are doing better.
Thank you! ✨
Awww You are beautiful and life is beautiful. Sometimes it looks dreary, but remember that when we wake up, it’s a new day where we can have new beginnings.
Thank you?… I do like that analogy.. Sometimes it’s not easy to believe, as simply true as it is, but it’s beautiful and i needed the reminder!
What very important words, what a profound thought and that above all just reading it helped to think …
? Thank you… I’m glad it resonated with you, too
I hope your life gets filled with more beautiful dreams than nightmares ✨