Beautiful Heartache.
Written on September 29th, 2020. Outfit worn on August 20th, 2020.
Long question:
Have you ever felt heartache so strong, so beautiful, so wonderfully painful;
…one that makes you sigh with relief, contemplating that you’ve lived and loved to the fullest you could possibly imagine;
…a heartache that feels like a thousand perfectly lived lives;
…one that (even in the midst of a life you love) makes you believe you could be ecstatic if your last moment was spent choking on your own tears,
–content with that last tinge of longing being the last feeling you ever experience?
Maybe i’m depressed…Or maybe i’m healing. Pain is a natural part of the healing process…and a natural response when you’ve loved deeply and have to let go.
The Strength of Accepting Weakness
Accepting weakness begets strength.
I am queen of my darkness, and equally queen of my light.
I can own my struggles, i can own my pains, i can own those emotions that feel so very close to death.
They are mine, but i am not theirs.
I can relax in who i am, moment to moment, and see beauty even in the dark and quiet.
Connecting With Emotion
Spending some extra time deciding on my outfits is my favorite way to recognize my emotions and prioritize my mental health.
Artistic expression has always allowed me an avenue to slow down, explore, and find beauty in the things i feel.
Sometimes connecting with my emotions feels like pure magic… I find power in being in sync with how i feel and accepting myself as i am.
Delicate Power – A Kick-Ass Outfit for Rediscovering My Strength
I have a bold, edgy side of me that I rarely let out. I’m done being held back. I want my gentle side and my bold side to intertwine into something more beautiful. Strong, but graceful; Seeking both justice and mercy in the very same heartbeat, without contradiction.
Well…wow what can I say. I have experienced heartaches but not that much. By the way, I love your featured photo. Now only did the outfit speak about your story but your facial expression and body language as well.
Your outfit is fabulous, like a revenge dress versus your heartache! Cheer-up and don’t stop being awesome!
I LOVE that!! Dressing to revenge against heartache… I’m definitely going to be looking at it all that way from now on!
Thank you so much ?
Heartache means you’re living life to the fullest and are willing and able to take a chance. It is beautiful and painful for sure. Love the photos, it looks like you enjoyed modeling your outfit.
Very true!… I like that point about being willing to take a chance…. That’s pretty much what life is all about, isn’t it?
Thank you so much!
Your outfit looks great.All these photos of you are gorgeous.Have a Great day!
Thank you